Friday, April 30, 2010

Platelet Transfusion


Amy was asking about what the Platelet colour.... so thought I would include it! This was taken as they were giving me the Platelet Transfusion last sunday.

Thanks again for your care and wonderful words of encouragement!We have been so blessed by your kindness.
We love you! Lorna

Thursday, April 29, 2010

"It's that chemo called asparagus" - Jess

This week I returned to work after two weeks off. Being back into a regular routine reminds me of how much our lives have changed. During those two weeks we gained a new vocabulary, a new appreciation for life, the support of friends and family, new concerns and a whole set of red flags to watch for. It is hard to believe that tomorrow will mark three weeks since Mom first went in to the hospital.

We continue to marvel at how we see Gods hands all over this situation. Not only has he prepared us for this time, he is stirring the dust around our lives and feet and creating something new, as only he can: beyond what we can ask or imagine. The Lord is speaking to others around us, He is drawing our family closer together, and using this event as a catalyst for change in our own lives.

We are blessed but we are weary. The chemo treatments have brought Mom's hemoglobin low again. She will receive another blood transfusion tomorrow. She has tingling in her fingers, which is slowly slithering up her hands. During her last visit they asked her if she was still able to dress herself, as some patients struggle with buttons as the treatment progresses.

Tomorrow Mom begins her L-Asparaginase chemo, which she will receive every day for the next twelve days. Each day she will be required to go down to VGH for the treatment and return home to rest before going back into Vancouver for the next day. The weekly chemo has taken quite a toll and we are concerned that this next week will be especially draining. She is well in spirit, but weary in body.

Please pray that Mom will respond well to the Chemo, and will be able to get lots of rest during this time. Pray that she would sleep deeply at night, and stay healthy. Amy and I are beginning to feel like we have colds coming on. Please pray that we stay healthy so that we can continue to support and spend time with Mom.

More to follow....

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Of Blood and things

Hmm, seems like it's time for a bit of an update.

Mom was back at VGH again today for more chemo. Blood work came back showing her red blood cell count (RBC) is at 84, so she'll be receiving another transfusion on Friday when she goes back. Mom will start the final chemo drug for this round on Friday-L-asparaginase, which she will receive every day for 12 days. Since that will fall over Mother's Day, Mom has already started planning a Mother's day party with all of us in the hospital! If there's a party to be had in this whole experience, you can bet my Mom will be planning it! It seems that nothing can slow her down, although some things will make her pretty tired.

Mom took four naps yesterday and was quite tired all day (although likely connected to her low RBC count). Today the occupational therapist came in and met Mom for the first time in the hospital. She talked with Mom about the difference between being tired and fatigued and gave her strategies for tapping into her inner energy reserves.

We have received some questions from you on how exactly Mom's blood count factors into her immunity and her energy. I'd like to explain a little about how that all works. I'll try to use lay-men's terms.

Your blood is made up of "formed elements" and fluid.

The fluid, called plasma, makes up 55% of blood and is mostly water with other solutes dissolved in it.
The "formed elements" are 45% of blood. Mostly Red Blood Cells (RBC's), the formed elements also contain White Blood Cells (WBC's) and platelets.

Everyone knows about RBC's, they have a big protein called hemoglobin that carries oxygen. RBC's are important because they carry oxygen to all the cells and exchange it for carbon dioxide thereby feeding your body's cells so they can carry out their functions.

Platelets are what forms the scab you get when you scratch yourself. If you break a blood vessel the platelets are 'activated' and start to form a wall that blocks blood flow out of the blood vessel. This is the scab you see that covers the original wound.

WBC's are the infection fighters. There are five different types of WBC's: Neutrophils, Monocytes, Lymphocytes, Eosinophils, and Basophils. Neutrophils are the most numerous and along with Monocytes and Lymphocytes are responsible for the majority of the "battle" against invading pathogens to the body. A pathogen is basically anything that is foreign to the body whether it is a germ (bacteria or virus) or a dust particle, or even transplanted tissue. Eosinophils and Basophils are kind of like the cleaners, they come in after the other three WBC's have done their job and clean up. Basophils are also responsible for releasing a chemical involved in that wonderful thing called allergic reaction. The next time you're sneezing and coughing from seasonal allergies you know who to blame!

Of the fighters, Neutrophils and Monocytes work basically the same way, they see something foreign and they eat it. Chemicals inside the cell then break it down and destroy it.
Lymphocytes work a bit differently, they are more specific. Lymphocytes make antibodies which recognize a particular component of the invading pathogen. The antibodies then bind to that component, thereby disabling the pathogen.

But where do all these blood cells come from? I thought you'd never ask. Blood cells are formed in your bone marrow from stem cells. You may be aware of all the debate over stem cells in the last few years. I won't get into the debate now, but if you've heard of it you're aware that stem cells are very amazing things. Your body is made of millions of cells. These cells are constantly dying off, which isn't a problem because they are able to replace themselves. Divide and conquer! Your cells have the ability to divide, so where once there was one, now there is two! But each cell can only make a duplicate of itself, it can not make any other cell. This is important because there are thousands of different kinds of cells in your body. Enter stem cells, a stem cell is called such because it has the ability to become different types of cells! Stem cells in your bone marrow divide to make nine different types of blood cells.
Two stem cells arise from the first division of the stem cell in bone marrow. The first stem cell is able to make RBC's, platelets, and most WBC's. The other stem cell specializes to make the WBC the Lymphocyte. I mention this because it is from these stem cells that Mom's type of Leukemia arises. Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia is a cancer of the cells in the phase of division between the lymphoid stem cell and the final product, the lymphocytes. These cells are called Lymphoblasts, hence the name of Lymphoblastic Leukemia, and Acute, means that it develops fast (as opposed to Chronic).

How does this relate to us, you ask? Let me tell you. The Leukemia developed in Mom's bone marrow, as the cancer cells grew they plugged up the portal that the blood cells would have used to exit into the blood stream. This is what caused Mom's anemia that initially put her in the hospital and led the doctors to discover her Leukemia. Now that Mom has started chemotherapy, the drugs she is being given are killing the leukemia cells. But because Mom's WBC's look almost identical to the cancer cells, the chemotherapy kills them too. This is what has caused Mom's WBC count to drop. It is also somehow connected to Mom's RBC count, but I haven't worked that all out yet.

In lay-men's terms, chemotherapy causes the destruction of Mom's blood cells. As her RBC count drops Mom becomes tired because her body's cells aren't getting the oxygen they need to function. This is when Mom gets a blood transfusion. Her WBC's are responsible for all of Mom's immunity. If her WBC count is low (which it is right now) Mom has to be very careful to not expose herself to germs. This means that she is not able to go out in public places where she will be in contact with a lot of people because her body has no way of protecting itself from the normal everyday bugs we all carry around with us. And of course, as we have mentioned lots on this blog, it also means she is not able to see anyone who is sick, for the same reason that she can not fight off the germs that she would encounter.

You may not realize how many germs your body comes into contact with everyday because whenever a germ enters your body your WBC's come along and destroy it. You get sick when a germ has the ability to multiply and make itself at home in your body faster than your WBC's can destroy it. For Mom, and other chemo patients who have no immune system, any germ that comes into their body will be able to multiply like crazy. As the germs grow they use all your body's resources, like oxygen and sugar and water. All the things your body's cells need to survive. Well, if the germs are taking all those nice nutrients, than your body's cells are left with nothing. It only makes sense that things die when they are starving. Of course all of this takes place on a microscopic level and we only begin to appreciate it when it has a large enough effect to be visible at the bigger level.

Well, let's step out of the microscopic world of blood and it's origins and come back to the everyday world of people. I hope you understand a little better how Leukemia works and how all this talk about blood counts effects Mom and what she is able to do. If you know anything that would bring more clarity to this post, please feel free to share.

Thanks for reading, praying, caring and walking with us!

Amy

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Busy Girls!

Jessica, who had two weeks off work during this whirlwind journey, is back to work.
Much going on... so there has been no update.

Let me just say, I have been home a week. I have gone in and out to Out Patient @ VGH 3 times.
My numbers are all dropping. My white blood count was ".2" on friday!! The Doctor said getting closer to "0" is basically where I am, at the bottom. My white count will begin to climb again for maybe a week. Then I start a new chemo drug on April 28- May 12 every day. That will drop my counts back down again. They did give me a "platelette" transfusion on sunday.

I am mostly well, other than tiring out easily. My fingertips are all buzzing and tingly due to the Vincristine. That will go away when I am done this chemo. I am not handling any acidic food.
I have just a small amount of a rash on the inside of my mouth. This is the easiest gateway for germs to get into my bloodstream, If i cut myself when brushing... SO, the oral hygiene is very rigid. Three meals a day, brush and gargle with something they use to treat "gingivitis"!! no eating between and be very careful!

Thank you for praying!! YOU BLESS US !!
Lorna



Rainbow


My Dearly Loved Photography Teacher, from High School; Myra Ottewell, came by to visit me at VGH.
My room-mates husband saw the rainbow before we did. Myra captured it with me! Here is the poem she sent with the photo.

God's Rainbows

Rainbows appear after mighty storms,
When things look their very worst.
Just when skies are darkest gray,
Look for the rainbow first.

The rainbow is a sign of God's promise,
That He will guide us through any storm.
That He will see us through all our troubles,
No matter what their form.

When you feel battered by Life's storms,
And you are filled with doubt and dismay,
Just remember God's rainbow will come,
For it's only a prayer away.

Blessed Leukemia Mamma

Hello Dear Friends and Family

Saturday was a home day and in my quiet time with The Lord, I was reading in John 3.
Verse 28-29 say; "But the friend of the bridegroom, who stands and hears him, rejoices greatly because of the bridegrooms voice. And so this JOY of mine has been made full."
I just started weeping... because I have heard the voice of The Bridegroom through so many of you, through the Word, and though God's abundant faithfulness. It is true!!
This Joy of mine has been made full !!

God uses the fire in our lives to draw us into His glory! What a privilege!
May you know the blessing of resting in the arms of the One who not only calls us by name, but searches after us to bring us to a place of green meadows and running waters. All that a sheep could need.

When still in Emergency, a praying Friend sensed God leading her to anoint my hands with oil.
Which she did. I gratefully received it as a promise that not only was "the work of my hands" not yet done... but that God had more for me to accomplish yet. What a gift.

Well, in the last weeks a printer who uses a special development treatment, contacted me.
He has been printing orders from designers across Europe and the US for 8 years and has been wanting to find a local artist (his shop is in Surrey on the Langley border) to represent to his designers. He looked me up on the Prof. Photographers of Canada website, BC Chapter. Found my page and loved what he saw. I was to meet with him the morning I went into Emergency.
It stared weeks before when I was reading a "Kingdom Business" book, where the Author prayed for God to be his business partner. I had never done that before, but it sounded like a great idea!!! So the phone call came after some weeks praying.

Yesterday Amy met with this printer. She saw a few samples of his work, and said it is "Beautiful Mom". He will print out one of my images, bring it to me and then we have many details to work out... but I am again, blessed and blown away by the possibility that there is someone who may be representing my work abroad, while I am home being treated for Leukemia! Wow! What can I say, but that My God is bigger than I can see, more powerful than I could guess, and to be in His hand is the safest and most delightful place!

Blessings to each of you!
Lorna


Thursday, April 22, 2010

Another good day

How many good days are we allowed to have? I'm not even going to hazard a guess. I'll just enjoy them as they come.
The new drug has helped Mom's heart burn immensely so she was able to eat with ease. Mom had a good nap this afternoon and a few lovely visits with friends and family. She sat outside on the sundeck enjoying the warm sunshine for a few hours this afternoon. Overall it felt like a normal day with a few extra errands thrown in. I could settle in to a few more days like this. I even washed my car today!

Mom goes back to VGH tomorrow for a check-up. They'll do some blood work, hook her up to an IV drip and give her some potassium. If all goes well, she should be out of there in a few hours.

Well, I'm going to call it a night. Thanks for walking with us!

Amy